tapi apa daya sepertinya internet sedang tak bersahabat

jadi yah hari ini pas internetnya bisa dan aku mau nge post something lah buat menghilangkan kesuntukan ckck mumpung lagi semangat buat nge posting nih

Dewasa ini yah kawan-kawan, kita pasti pernah dan PASTI lah pasti pasti *iyooooo

Pokoknya selalu menemani dan lengkeeeeeet ckck
Terus tau2 si something itu hilang dan nggak ada lagi buat kita, yang notabene pergi meninggalkan lah..So,
what do you feels now?
Yaaaa si Lost itu yang ada, Lost lost oooh lost..Rasanya sepi, nggak ada yang nemenin, nggak ada yang diajak berbagi dan itu yang aku rasakan deh hari itu

Oke.. frontal aja deh sekarang

On those date December, 8th 2010 i'd broke up with my hunny, my soulmater and i usually call him ayank..
We had been together about 3 monts and we had do anything together..
Just simple of little problem, and its end so vicious..
I desperated


But it just late with the cover of my fault who made him won't took a trust in me..
I lost everything..
I lost anything in any ways we've done
On the December, 9th 2010. >> THE DAY

yeah thosee date i'd have my 18
and i'd lost something who nearest by me..

I'd got everything from my pal on those date, from you especially but i lost You
dan aku masih berada di keterpurukan kehilangan itu


it's feels like you dont have any power to life anymore without him *lebay and this is my 3rd chances with the same case : i am the hurter
it sounds like that i am to excessive to face this situation if i reminds my 18

firstly i couldn't take the decision (act my decision) at all, but when i angry and he just calm down in a text (siigh although i dunno what the real behind those texting) i can pretendind that i can calming down my self.. an it's so painful inside here (heart) and my head

I love you, but i know that loving someone doesn't mean that i must to having that someone, it caused by we dont has any match poin anymore or on of those couple dont loving each other anymore and it could hurting anyway.. So i got the truth that :
I Love You
but it will become more hurting if i still holding you
and you maybe better and happier if you're not with me
*sory nulisnya kecil2 yah ;)
and then on Monday i can face the truth well after some advice from my mom :) thank's mombut it will become more hurting if i still holding you
and you maybe better and happier if you're not with me
*sory nulisnya kecil2 yah ;)
naaaah udahan ye, ni adek ku udah nggregeli mau makek leptopnya

laen kali aku posting lagi deh :D
dadaaaaa readers

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